The Early Design

One of my nephew tried brief introduction about design. Voila the above scribble is the results. He picked his own colors and strokes. Nice and catch. Wish there is a computer application could print this in to a fabric directly.:))

Pride!

It is time to cook. After being a food tester for so many years in many restaurants, time for me to produce a meal. I have been around in many restaurants and food stall only to buy and talk the delicious about it. But the challenge is tempting now. Make a meal to have better life quality. At least I can choose my favourite vegetables or protein to be consumed. Well the spinach saute with garlic was not the mater piece, it was too salty :D
Not giving up, I mean I must be can cook a meal. Then the chicken breast with chilly taste good. Alhamdulillah. But fried rice hmmmm it is difficult part. Let  me conquer it, with some tofu (bean cake) mixing or some salad.

It is easy to start a will actually. I was so much trouble in cooking. But now? Grocery store and fruit market seems a heaven. Pick the best for the next recipe. Well it takes hard and long time to have this will in cooking. But let's just have fun! It my own pride to cook now! Beside couple months ago I have been watching the shows of cooking. Let me watch and learn it!

As Shofwah

A promise has reviewing my self. It's been written in history, that our glory will come. Then while the efforts needs extra work hard, I won't be able to be written in history, if I keep my self LAZY or egoistic by only care to my problem only. There's many family in same Iman so called ISLAM that needs help.People who still needs to be convince that ISLAM is totally beautiful.

 2 years ago, my dearly brother remind me about this media which will make me realizes the youth glory in my Deen. I was blinded. I was not care about this hint. Masha Allah, I am coming back, following his idea, with insha Allah pure intention. No one could know, what I have been trough this day. Today is wonderful. I met the beautiful people with beautiful friendship and beautuiful spirit. Insha Allah, I will be in the line for the Shofwah. The glory. Even if  I just made the start, not the end.

I am expecting my next efforts to be part of the shofwah, the glory, to educated whole world with the compassionate faith. For those who lost hope, leave it. As Shofwah is our goal. Not the Jannah it self. Jannah is just the playground. Work and work for a better world, better view, and universe witnesses that this Deen is more than beautiful.

Psst, beyond the glory inside through this beautiful enlightening day, I whispering a pray , special for someone that caught me in the eye. Subhanallah, if today is my reason, than the day is come just to complete my pray , and complete my half of Deen.
Amin.

Lagu "Andilau"

ku menunggu
aku menunggu mu
kau kembali kepadaku

cinta itu
ku berharap
kelak kau mencintai aku

harus kah ku bilang cinta?
hati senang, namun bimbang....

dan kau sudah ada yang punya
datang padaku
kutahu kau kelak kau datang ke pada ku

ini lagu Andi Lau!
Antara Dilema dan Galau :D


Terimkasih ya Rossa...lagu  ini mempertahankan ide untuk tulisanku juga mencerminkan kisah lampau ku, yang sempat mengalami andilau!! #Fiuuuh

She's the One

My self is part of you, my life is part of you, my everything is you.

Have a wonderful , blessed days forward.

I hope I will be the best mom just like you!

Someday, someway.

"Your Heaven lies under the feet of your mother (Ahmad, Nasai)"

one two three

One I do

Two Yes I will do

Three Surely I will always do


One if the day is arrive, where I commit to stay with you

Two if the right person and  nearly perfect person is you

Three if the last man that always standing with me is only you


One I do

Two I will always do

Three I am in love with you

Hurt and Last hope

I have been walking alone
Through the stormy time
Along the winding road
Stop int o cry while the silent killing me

I have been standing alone
While the heart beating too fast
Even when bad day of worried
I taste my bitter sweet taste

Hurt oh the stormy time it is hurt
Last hope the love will be with me
Hurt or last hope
No matter how
The grace and sincere life that I should cope

First Love

In an episode of my beautiful life
Suddenly, I cry over the spilled milk
Those time..
Missed all the yellow power,
missed the pondering heart,
missed the smile attitude.

In beautiful day,
You came just like a golden sun.
Brighten and lighten the empty heart
Change the bored in to magical happiness

Yes I do in love
The very first love
An exciting sincere love
The light appear in every way I do
 Smells like summer time
Fresh and newly born moment

What makes me stand
And try to feel harder
Reach better life than before
My secret love to you
The strongest feeling to you
And when the time reveal
I had lose you in my mind, soul and faith